“He made me feel that I was less than nothing”

Youngest of the eleventh season of the Star AcademyLenie immediately knew how to impose herself in the hearts of the French. Eliminated at the doors of the tele-hook semi-final, she knew how to rebound by integrating the cast of season 13 of Dance with stars. Already very mature artistically, the multi-faceted artist was first in his personal life. It must be said that Jordan Mouillerac’s partner has a complex family history …

Lenie and his relationship “complicated” with his father: “Maybe it’s me the problem”

Sidelined by her father from an young age, she has “suffer a lot” of this relationship, thinking of “never be up to it”as she admitted to Alix Grousset. She even had dark thoughts for a while. “Maybe he’s right … maybe if I’m rejected, maybe it’s the problem“, She was thinking.

A notable absence of the paternal figure on which she had agreed to pour out in the show of Mouloud Achour, Click. “Indirectly, he made me feel that I was less than nothing. I have a fairly complicated relationship with him. He wanted to insult certain things to me but there was not art and the way. It was hard to grow with reductive words like ‘you are zero in this or in that,’ Do you really think it is a success? ‘ While for me it was my whole life “she then detailed.

Lenie has “not yet forgiven“Some things “Like his absence and his lack of recognition”. And to explain: “It is hard to build yourself without this paternal figure (…) I know that he really likes me very strong but he has a lot of pride. Let him come back, it’s complicated”.

Lenie and his father, “Impossible love” ? “He cut the bridges”

Today, Lenie, who will blow his 20th candle on April 23, has no trouble talking about her father on television. In February, on the prosecution of Dance with the stars, When she had just danted on Vitaa’s song On the edge of youthe young woman said: “It’s a song that has always moved me and it’s very hard for me to sing it because it brings back a lot of things. She makes me think a lot about my father because it is an impossible love. He cut the bridges with me and it hurts”.

But the singer is aware of continuing an air current: “The recognition of my dad is something that, I have the impression, will never happen. This child who is in me always has this hope but I have the impression that I have to silence her every day because it hurts me to have hope”.

However, the one who dedicated her second single, Without youto his father, seems to nourish any resentment. “Currently, I live this period without his presence. I don’t blame him, because I grew up thanks to that and this very personal song is a way of turning the page”she had explained in the columns of Parisian When he left the Château de Dammarie-les-Lys.